The first time I truly felt what I later learned was Universal Energy, or "Chi" flowing into my head during meditation, it was so intense I couldn't help but reach up with my hand and rub my head. The flow promptly stopped until I recentered myself. Now able to initiate this still profound experience within seconds (usually, unless I am really distracted) I have also learned how to direct the flow; shifting my breath into various patterns and motions and even moving pain out of my body. This is a field of energy I tap into consciously in healing sessions with clients. What is most profound to me (as of right now) is that folks will experience the energy shifts whether in person or over the phone and when I enter into this state while recording, it seems to travel in an audio as well!
A few years ago, the energy began appearing in pictures, and with each click, you could see an orb, or other shapes of light and color coming from worlds beyond. One of the most profound experiences of this occured in a butterfly sanctuary in Mexico, where a client snapped a series of pictures of me standing in the middle of the forest and opening my heart chakra with my breath and intention. If you look closely, there are many of these orb like objects appearing in each sequential picture...
Now, watch as they move into my field...I felt them...right shoulder and root chakra
Now, check this out...
And now...see if you can find them all, not just the ones that show up so well on my shirt!
This weekend, as I participated in a weekend Shamanic Five Elements Qi Gong Training with Master Zhongxian Wu, I had several powerful experiences, in particular while doing a movement called Center, or Earth, where I could feel my hands moving through a tangible presence, multiple presences at that. As freaky as it might sound, it was abolutely ecstatic in nature, blissful, profound, and long-lasting.
On Sunday, we gathered in circle with Cindy, Master Wu, and a little Master named Krishna (who later asked my husband to set up a play date so they could talk about music and God). Look at the number of orbs in these pictures...all different sizes and literally surrounding us...
This weekend I was in heaven holding space for healings on the beach, in the woods, and in various sacred spaces during a private healing retreat with an out of town client. The sessions were probably my most powerful to date (aside from helping my grandmother and aunt make their transitions). Last evening, as Brent played music on the piano, I worked on my client in the candlelight, each note ultimately directing the what and how of my hand movements. Sage and sweetgrass floating to the music and movement, I was in tears for much of it, because it was such an intensly beautiful and spectacular experience and the presence was palpable (I am actually getting a little light headed just typing about it).
And, you can talk yourself out of a feeling - we do it all the time - but how about pictures? To me, they have become the outer proof of the inner experience. This presence is always accessible to us and I find it is only our unconscious or self-imposed emotional and spiritual barriers that prevent us from tapping into this incredible energy. If you are ready to feel this presence - craving it even - you can learn to better work with your energy in transformative ways and learn tools for self-healing. You have an incredible opportunity to do so, now, starting in less than one week.
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I'll be in touch, Anita
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